observations and questions

[gone~away]

life cannot be this way.

there cannot be all this little twists and turns.

this must all be a dream. surreality has set in.

the last two weeks of my life have been the worst.. but why? for the love of a cheating fifteen year old?

when i stop and think about it, i have accomplished nothing in my life.. why do people tell me i am a good person?

why do i feel better about myself, when the worst stuff is occurring?

why do i feel the need to vent like this?

why can't i just be who i want to be and know i can be?

when does the confusion end?

when do things make sense?

my patience wears thin.. why do good people let themselves be hurt by the wicked... why do those deserving of prescious life squander it by existing only for others who mean little?

angst is not fun

there will be a time when all of this will mean so little, why does it all have to rule my world now?

why do girls hit on me in the streets now just because i have lost weight and look better?

why is the world so goddamn superficial?

i wonder if my life would be different if i was uglier

why do the people i want to be near and talk to have to live so far away when i'm happy in my new city?

why can't i be in australia?

why am i the 'freak' and not the people who spend their entire lives living up to the expectations others have put on them instead of following their own dreams?

why..........

sorry... sometimes you just have to air things semi-publicly.. at least i do...

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[Deadpool]

You have a long, long life ahead of you. And in most cases, it may not be pretty. Its not like a movie and it never will be.
Fuck you Oprah.


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Fuck you I wont do what you tell me. -RATM

[Mal Kavian]

<font color="#339999">Why do I have to live in Australia, but half way between anywhere almost DECENT within australia?

Why did I get dragged away from what I liked into something I can't stand?

Why do I spend 19 hours a day online doing nothing?

Why do I have long hair?

What the fuck is the point of all this?

Why don't you all tell me...</font>

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Freedom of Speech gives us the right to keep quiet.

[Rabble Rouser]

*hugs g/a*

I feel the same way...it's just not fair. Good people never get what we deserve.

Mal, you have long hair because it's sexy. http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/smile.gif

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"We must put an end to this. We've seen enough body bags and ballsacks." - Henry Kissinger

[Time Slipping]

<FONT COLOR="TimeSlipping">Shit happens. Depression hits us all. Handle it every day. But don't worry, things will be better tomorrow. Or at least thats whats you have to think. If the present sucks and the future is no better, then living isn't worth living. And things will get better, at least in retrospect. The things you hated suddenly seem so small or useless. Fuck. You all probably can't read this. Pointless. Free prize to the person who quotes this (as therefore they have read it)</FONT c>

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"Those who seek my life will be destroyed
They will go down to the depths of the earth
They will be given over to the sword
and become the food of the jackals"

[Pianomahnn]

<BLOCKQUOTE><HR>Originally posted by Time Slipping:
Shit happens. Depression hits us all. Handle it every day. But don't worry, things will be better tomorrow. Or at least thats whats you have to think. If the present sucks and the future is no better, then living isn't worth living. And things will get better, at least in retrospect. The things you hated suddenly seem so small or useless. Fuck. You all probably can't read this. Pointless. Free prize to the person who quotes this (as therefore they have read it)[/quote]

Where's my prize, Biotch? http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/biggrin.gif

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[Time Slipping]

Where's my prize, Biotch? http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/biggrin.gif

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<FONT COLOR="TimeSlipping">My words of wisdom.........

http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/wink.gif</FONT c>

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"Those who seek my life will be destroyed
They will go down to the depths of the earth
They will be given over to the sword
and become the food of the jackals"

[MAC]

I have yet to ask "WHY" about anything and actually change the "WHAT" I was concerned about.


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Don't shake the devil's hand and say you're only kidding.

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[Time Slipping]

<FONT COLOR="TimeSlipping">Jesus, RW, don't psycoanalyse him. Just let him vent. We all feel the need *NB see my thread for example*</FONT c>

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"Those who seek my life will be destroyed
They will go down to the depths of the earth
They will be given over to the sword
and become the food of the jackals"

[Time Slipping]

<FONT COLOR="TimeSlipping">Yes MR. RW http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/biggrin.gif </FONT c>

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"Those who seek my life will be destroyed
They will go down to the depths of the earth
They will be given over to the sword
and become the food of the jackals"

[Escape Artist]

<BLOCKQUOTE><HR>Originally posted by gone~away:
life cannot be this way.

it is, unfortunately

there cannot be all this little twists and turns.

sheeit, that's all you're going to get. the key is learning how to navigate them

this must all be a dream. surreality has set in.

I wish it was a fucking dream - I'd give myself money and happiness. Maybe next week.

the last two weeks of my life have been the worst.. but why? for the love of a cheating fifteen year old?

If you learned something from it, then it had meaning. People will fuck you over whenever possible, and delude themselves to make it seem right. Basic human nature.

when i stop and think about it, i have accomplished nothing in my life.. why do people tell me i am a good person?

You don't have to accomplish jack shit, who cares? Just live, man.

why do i feel better about myself, when the worst stuff is occurring?

Maybe cause your understanding has increased? Fuck all the other shit. Deal with you.

why do i feel the need to vent like this?

This shit builds up, man. Vent or go nuts.

why can't i just be who i want to be and know i can be?

You can. Stop letting everything else stop you and do it, man

when does the confusion end?

Theoretically, it'd end when you learned everything there is to learn. Practically, it doesn't. Just comcentrate on one thing at a time.

when do things make sense?

when you let them

my patience wears thin.. why do good people let themselves be hurt by the wicked... why do those deserving of precious life squander it by existing only for others who mean little?

Why? Because they're usually sheeple. They just don't get anything beyond *Make money spend money sex sex sex ooh, glittery buy more gotta get this*b Shit, man - people are fucktards in this day and age.

angst is not fun

No shit.

there will be a time when all of this will mean so little, why does it all have to rule my world now?

Because it affects your life now. Later in life you'll face other problems.

why do girls hit on me in the streets now just because i have lost weight and look better?

They're superficial, stupid sheeple

why is the world so goddamn superficial?

Mainly because they were bred to be by corporations and their brainwashed parents.

i wonder if my life would be different if i was uglier

If you were uglier, you'd have my life. Trust me, you don't want my life.

why do the people i want to be near and talk to have to live so far away when i'm happy in my new city?

cause you moved, they didn't.

why can't i be in australia?

You can.

why am i the 'freak' and not the people who spend their entire lives living up to the expectations others have put on them instead of following their own dreams?

You're different. People don't like that...it's like a challenge to them. Humans attack anything they can't understand. Look at scientific discoveries in the 1500's and you'll see my point.

why..........

cause.

sorry... sometimes you just have to air things semi-publicly.. at least i do...

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[King Bastard]

<FONT COLOR="Red">Hey Rogue, if you are gonna be the last man on Earth, who gets to be Ben Cortman?</FONT c>

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Borne of sin, C',mon in... Andre Linoge; Storm of the Century

[Buddha's Penis!]

<BLOCKQUOTE><HR>Originally posted by Time Slipping:
[BThe things you hated suddenly seem so small or useless.
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the things you hate ARE small and useless.

i would like to have some mystical sound bites to let you all in on my loving frame of mind, but the truth is, cliche though it may be, you have to love yourself first. work on that. otherwise any truth you stumble upon is just putting a flower garden around your refridgerator box.

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you don't know anything until you know everything.

[disturbed]

most people always ask WHY. WHY me this and WHY me that, but few ever find the answers. maybe WHY is the wrong question to be asking.

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you let me violate you, you let me desecrate you
you let me penetrate you, you let me complicate you
help me i broke apart my insides, help me i've got no soul to sell
help me the only thing that works for me, help me get away from myself

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[MuffyTheVampyreLayer]

Would you rather have a boring, mundane, predictable life where you could not measure your happiness as you experienced naught else?

[Time Slipping]

<FONT COLOR="TimeSlipping">Life should not be this way, GA. There is a difference. Between reality and expectation...........</FONT c>

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"Those who seek my life will be destroyed
They will go down to the depths of the earth
They will be given over to the sword
and become the food of the jackals"