Time Slipping
04-16-2001, 03:20 PM
That's a good question. A bottle of vodka, half a bottle of whisky, and a packet of ciggarettes. Wow. I feel a need to drown the grind of life in a sea of chemicals which will make me sleep well for a change. What crap. Why am I getting pissed at home, by myself, while posting on this forum? Fuck. Thats it. Fuck. Thats the best I could do. No reason sprang forth to give some sense to it. Perhaps some latent need to express some pent up feelings. And no, I'm not gay. I'm not a regular drug user. I go and get pissed quite regularly, but fuck, thats socially. Not by myself, sitting down, a bottle in one hand, a ciggie in the other, trying to type without ashing on my keyboard or spilling my drink. Hard shit. Life is so overwhelming, heavy is the head that wears the crown. Isn't that the straight shit? I don't know. Some days I just feel like giving it up. But it takes too much effort. So here I am. Typing while smoking while drinking. What a fucktard I am. I didn't feel like going out with my friends tonight, so I stayed home. And what is the difference? Perhaps the fact that I am at home. But the experience is the same. Except maybe I dont have to help some drunk dickhead home.
So why am I saying this? That is the stupid bit. Like I know. Like I care. Random verbatim about life's experiences. While I'm at it, why don't I cover all the controversial topics.
Abortion - Dont approve of. Life is precious. I could have been a father otherwise.
Reconcilliation - fuck it. Why say sorry when nothing will change
Gays - I think it is sick. But its like all sins. Just sexually orientated. But I personally have a severe dislike towards it.
Sex before marrage - if i said it was bad, I would be a huge hypocrite. But I don't care. It should not be done. It just fucks you around. Badly.
Drugs - If you use, you're a dick. Anyone who can't control themselves is a stupid idiot.
Smoking - Don't start. Its fucking impossible to quit. Take my word for it *drag*
Violence on Tv - it does fuck kids over. But its only one of many things doing that, like the breakdown of the nuclear family. Just look at the divorce rates. But violence begets violence. Even seeing that, at a young level, would affect you. But then again, I do like Arnie flicks. So fuck it. Just put a tighter age limit on it
Overlegalisation - America, you suck for this. Suspending people for putting religeous symbols in their artwork. Killing the Christmas pagent. The land of the free, as long as you don't break one of the millions of laws. Look at the prison population. 25% of the worlds. How fucked is that.
Pop culture - don't go there
There are many others. But I don't care anymore. Fuck it. I'm tired of typing.
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"Those who seek my life will be destroyed
They will go down to the depths of the earth
They will be given over to the sword
and become the food of the jackals"
So why am I saying this? That is the stupid bit. Like I know. Like I care. Random verbatim about life's experiences. While I'm at it, why don't I cover all the controversial topics.
Abortion - Dont approve of. Life is precious. I could have been a father otherwise.
Reconcilliation - fuck it. Why say sorry when nothing will change
Gays - I think it is sick. But its like all sins. Just sexually orientated. But I personally have a severe dislike towards it.
Sex before marrage - if i said it was bad, I would be a huge hypocrite. But I don't care. It should not be done. It just fucks you around. Badly.
Drugs - If you use, you're a dick. Anyone who can't control themselves is a stupid idiot.
Smoking - Don't start. Its fucking impossible to quit. Take my word for it *drag*
Violence on Tv - it does fuck kids over. But its only one of many things doing that, like the breakdown of the nuclear family. Just look at the divorce rates. But violence begets violence. Even seeing that, at a young level, would affect you. But then again, I do like Arnie flicks. So fuck it. Just put a tighter age limit on it
Overlegalisation - America, you suck for this. Suspending people for putting religeous symbols in their artwork. Killing the Christmas pagent. The land of the free, as long as you don't break one of the millions of laws. Look at the prison population. 25% of the worlds. How fucked is that.
Pop culture - don't go there
There are many others. But I don't care anymore. Fuck it. I'm tired of typing.
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"Those who seek my life will be destroyed
They will go down to the depths of the earth
They will be given over to the sword
and become the food of the jackals"