MAC
05-21-2002, 01:02 PM
She sleeps now
that in its self makes me sleep better
They are closer to each other than ever before, it seems
thats something you cannot force or fake
They are safe and secure
truely the only thing that troubles me about the distance
They have friends and family near by
something they both deserve
They have great opportunities for education and growth
these are things worth changing for
They are filling in the gaps left in a good person's life
I expected nothing less of them both
My mind eases to know they are doing so well.
I am left with only the hurdles in front of me.
I am doing what I must to make my own changes.
But I won't lie.
I miss them both.
And I have a lot of doubt about what I am doing.
Their new life is not really a part of their old life anymore.
I'm not sure how to relate on a daily basis which makes me a little sad and certainly awkward.
but I am truely relieved to know that they are good and happy and healthy.
May it never end for them :)
that in its self makes me sleep better
They are closer to each other than ever before, it seems
thats something you cannot force or fake
They are safe and secure
truely the only thing that troubles me about the distance
They have friends and family near by
something they both deserve
They have great opportunities for education and growth
these are things worth changing for
They are filling in the gaps left in a good person's life
I expected nothing less of them both
My mind eases to know they are doing so well.
I am left with only the hurdles in front of me.
I am doing what I must to make my own changes.
But I won't lie.
I miss them both.
And I have a lot of doubt about what I am doing.
Their new life is not really a part of their old life anymore.
I'm not sure how to relate on a daily basis which makes me a little sad and certainly awkward.
but I am truely relieved to know that they are good and happy and healthy.
May it never end for them :)