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[mute]

Because you can talk shit in a place like this, is it the same when you walk out your door? I guess this goes for people like me(though I don't talk shit) and the youngens around me. Some old fols too.

In your life do you look at 'popular' people and wish you could be like them? Try and think deep down in yourself, because you might say something like, "No! They're a bunch of assholes!"

Think deep down, why do you call them assholes? Because you can't have what they have? And they show it to you and everyone else.

Can you bury someone in an arguement in real life like you do here?

I really like to conclude that this 'is just the internet'. Like your real life effects the way you are on the internet, mine is reversed. The internet effects my real life. By reading and chatting with the people I have done so with, it has made me a different person. A better one I think, but also a stranger person at the same time.

I see these ordeals and 'soap operas' on these forums. Effecting relationships between people which really hurts and frustrates some of them. And vise versa, for example, giving someone a sense of 'gratification'. It just boggles my mind sometimes, to think this kind of stuff gets to people, and I think afterwards, "It's just the internet."

But I've been proven wrong at my way of thinking. Well I say it's proven wrong because I agree with it. But I don't let this stuff get to me, is that not good? Does that mean I don't care about the people I've come to known? Example:

[mute] hey lets try and make this place effect us like it was our real lives
[mute] ya know, like you were my brother
[mute] and he's my father
[mute] and this guy can be my best friend
[@theMAC`werkin] mute, i come here to see you every day
[@theMAC`werkin] i call my sister once aweek
[mute] yea
[mute] but
[@theMAC`werkin] your more a brother than 99% of my firends
[mute] you got me

I guess this means I do care, because I'm bringing this thought up. I wonder how well all of you people would react in a real life arguement/debate/dilhema. But I conclude I don't care, this is just a thought. I give everyone here equal respect, no matter what they have done.

[Note: This is for ALL of you.]

I LOVE YOU ALL :p

[MAC]

hmmm...
mute you are steadily becoming a deviner of fine points.
(you also post me in IRC logs alot........)

lets see
real life and the matter between you and that other person requires true physical energy to set in motion.
Today I met a energetic friendly type of guy and I had to show him around my shop and explain what we do.
He was very inquisative and positive in his responses.
At first I kept a friendly distance.
Talk was general, nothing infered or assumed.
But 15 minutes latter I was offering my personal ideas on lots of things from my perspective.
Much of it I could tell he got.
Here the motor turns with instant speed and no restriction.
Everyones motor turns instantly.
Most at different speeds.
making them mesh and turn together is the trick.

Arguements and discusion IRL are scary when I use what I use here. No one wants to discuss or even debate.
If you bury them in the arguement they will be afraid of you next time or pissed at you.
But at least you can make them shut the fuck up and go away when they piss you off....most of the time anyway ;)

The passing of the world in my real life offers endless reams to think about.
I have yet to explain to anyone in my real life how I see things
A few know...but most do not nor do they care to...they can't figure out how to explain what they see.
Here is the place to show it piece by piece next to each other.
Here is where you share.
In that one respect I would say, this is art.

[morgana]

<font color="lime">i am here what i am in "real life". i wouldn't have it any other way. i despise people who put on an act, whether it be for the internet, or their family, or their boyfriend. the only person you hurt is yourself.</font>

[Pianomahnn]

I guess I should stop saying my penis is 12" long and black...

[mute]

ok mac,
look at it like this, you people prove my thoughts wrong a lot.
And now I think I can prove people wrong.

Example, you prove me wrong a lot like Torque does. Mother fuckers! :p

This is art, which is entertainment.

morgana,
Thinking over it now, I already assumed you were the same person in both 'worlds'. I'd say that is neither compliment, nor attack ;) Neutral

Me on the other hand, I'd say I'm a different person here. Here I think I'm a complete retard, where as in 'real life' I am smarter than my friends. A lot of people I know do the most retarded things, or so I think.

The internet effects my real life. By reading and chatting with the people I have done so with, it has made me a different person. A better one I think, but also a stranger person at the same time.

This has been brought to you by the drunken smoked up Mute.

-bad-moj0