she reaches over and pushes play again

[siam]

oh these little rejections how they add up quickly
one small sideways look and i feel so ungood
somewhere along the way
i think i gave you the power to make me feel
the way i thought only my father could


oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me
one forgotten birthday i'm all but cooked
how these little abandonments
seem to sting so easily
i'm 13 again am i 13 for good?


i can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
so unloved for someone so fine
i can feel so boring for someone so interesting
so ignorant for someone of sound mind


oh these little protections how they fail to serve me
one forgotten phone call and i'm deflated
oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me
your hand pulling away and i'm devastated


when will i stop leaving, baby?
when will i stop deserting, baby?
when will i start staying with myself?


oh these little protections how they keep springing from me
i jump my ship as i take it personally
oh these little rejections how they disappear quickly
the moment i decide not to abandon me

so unsexy...by alanis

[SatansLeftHand]

here's me, hoping that song isn't holding a special poignancy just now.

-jed

[PB]

I haven' t heard that one yet, but shall download it and agree with jed that I hope it is not exactly relevant in you right now, but I shall find out tomorrow when I get to see you... *giggles with glee inside* and look in lessons.. I made a post all to you sweetie!

PB

[estero]

THe first time I heard that song I totally related to it. I'm glad someone posted it.