MuffyTheVampyreLayer
03-15-2001, 03:36 AM
Well, some of you may have noticed that I have not been around very much lately... work and study is keeping me very busy, and I have had a cunt of a time with personal crap lately.
Here's the deal. I recently spoke to my prof about a property law matter, I needed to clarify a few things about the statute of limitations.. anyway, one thing lead to another, and before I knew it, he wanted to know the 'full story'.
As always, the full story was pretty intense... so, I had lawyers, proctors and police crawling all over me in an attempt to resolve a certain issue that keeps coming back from the past to bite me on the arse.
Sorry, this is all very vague, but I really don't want to share the gory details any more than I have to.
So... the thing is, I have been to the police about this matter before - It involves me trying to get a certain individual prosecuted for a rather nasty crime involving my family.
I have been to them twice, my mother went to them (and then killed herself when justice was thwarted), and I have been to the police complaints authority about the matter as it is my opinion that the police are a pack of incompetent fuck sticks...
Anyway, on my lawyers advice, I tried again, this time I pulled some fancy schmancy legal shit to have the file pulled. I have evidence of slack police work, evidence of witness tampering, and evidence of information that was concealed from me when I initially began my case.
BUT - here is the thing. Nobody gives a fuck. I have been told by every government body that I have spoken to to fuck off. They will not assist me. If I want this to come out I have to do it civilly... the problem there is that the statute of limitations wont let me. If I can't get this thing heard criminally, NOTHING will happen.
I feel like my mothers death, and basically my entire existence has been undermined. What the fuck is the point of anything any more? I cant use the legal system to obtain justice... everything I have done over the last few years might as well have been a complete waste of time.
I have no faith in the system, I have no faith in the government, and now, I have no faith in myself.
Life sux, I want to kill people and blow stuff up and basically screw the world. I want to give up caring, and at the moment, I want to give up my study as it seems so fucking pointless.
I don't know what the hell to do, so I am just ranting at a useless computer screen in order to vent.
I probably shouldn't post this but fuck... if I am coming out and saying there is no justice in this world, you can take it as being truth. Don't get your hopes up people, like I did. Your just going to get fucked over.
Sorry to depress you all. I'm going out to get shitfaced now.. you probably won't see me for a while.
Here's the deal. I recently spoke to my prof about a property law matter, I needed to clarify a few things about the statute of limitations.. anyway, one thing lead to another, and before I knew it, he wanted to know the 'full story'.
As always, the full story was pretty intense... so, I had lawyers, proctors and police crawling all over me in an attempt to resolve a certain issue that keeps coming back from the past to bite me on the arse.
Sorry, this is all very vague, but I really don't want to share the gory details any more than I have to.
So... the thing is, I have been to the police about this matter before - It involves me trying to get a certain individual prosecuted for a rather nasty crime involving my family.
I have been to them twice, my mother went to them (and then killed herself when justice was thwarted), and I have been to the police complaints authority about the matter as it is my opinion that the police are a pack of incompetent fuck sticks...
Anyway, on my lawyers advice, I tried again, this time I pulled some fancy schmancy legal shit to have the file pulled. I have evidence of slack police work, evidence of witness tampering, and evidence of information that was concealed from me when I initially began my case.
BUT - here is the thing. Nobody gives a fuck. I have been told by every government body that I have spoken to to fuck off. They will not assist me. If I want this to come out I have to do it civilly... the problem there is that the statute of limitations wont let me. If I can't get this thing heard criminally, NOTHING will happen.
I feel like my mothers death, and basically my entire existence has been undermined. What the fuck is the point of anything any more? I cant use the legal system to obtain justice... everything I have done over the last few years might as well have been a complete waste of time.
I have no faith in the system, I have no faith in the government, and now, I have no faith in myself.
Life sux, I want to kill people and blow stuff up and basically screw the world. I want to give up caring, and at the moment, I want to give up my study as it seems so fucking pointless.
I don't know what the hell to do, so I am just ranting at a useless computer screen in order to vent.
I probably shouldn't post this but fuck... if I am coming out and saying there is no justice in this world, you can take it as being truth. Don't get your hopes up people, like I did. Your just going to get fucked over.
Sorry to depress you all. I'm going out to get shitfaced now.. you probably won't see me for a while.