PB
02-08-2002, 07:12 PM
Internal
The room begins to spin as my mind slowly blurs,
I drift into a realm of hell, which I seem to deserve,
The thoughts rush to my brain like a river with out a damn,
I slip into a darkness, and wonder where I am.
It's a place that feels familiar, but the paint constantly fades,
I'm trapped inside this mind where there are so many shades,
Trying to find a way to relearn how to live,
Searching through my memories, as they are all I have left to give.
I wage a war with an enemy that I barely know,
A battle begins inside me, where the turmoils constantly grow,
The thoughts race through as my brain begins to boil,
My heart beats rapidly as my courage starts to spoil.
Opening my eyes to look for a wound,
Feeling this pain, praying for it to end soon,
No visible marks appear as I wipe my eyes,
Realizing the damage is purely on the inside.
Valerie
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Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever awake from this dream, I try to open my eyes, as my soul begins to scream! -- PB
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The room begins to spin as my mind slowly blurs,
I drift into a realm of hell, which I seem to deserve,
The thoughts rush to my brain like a river with out a damn,
I slip into a darkness, and wonder where I am.
It's a place that feels familiar, but the paint constantly fades,
I'm trapped inside this mind where there are so many shades,
Trying to find a way to relearn how to live,
Searching through my memories, as they are all I have left to give.
I wage a war with an enemy that I barely know,
A battle begins inside me, where the turmoils constantly grow,
The thoughts race through as my brain begins to boil,
My heart beats rapidly as my courage starts to spoil.
Opening my eyes to look for a wound,
Feeling this pain, praying for it to end soon,
No visible marks appear as I wipe my eyes,
Realizing the damage is purely on the inside.
Valerie
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Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever awake from this dream, I try to open my eyes, as my soul begins to scream! -- PB
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