untitled (almost all my poems are untitled)

[Kayla]

my days are filled with nothing but longing
for you.
I didn't realize how good your touch felt
on my face until now.
You're no longer here to tell me that my hair
smells beautiful like strawberries.
Or to tell me to stop crying because my smile
is the only thing that makes you happy.
No more peeking from behind the sheets
and trying to fool me (i knew you were naked)
No more tents to make (i loved to watch you
laugh when i did that)
Scratch that, I just loved to make you laugh
And i loved when you made me laugh.
I long for a joke or a smile...
These tears must be replaced soon or i think i might drown

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<FONT size="1">spent and sighing with that look in your eye
spent and sweatin with that look on your face like
sweet revelation
sweet surrender
thinking of you
thinking of you
sweet revelation
sweet surrendering</FONT s>

[Kayla]

And now they are replaced.
Those hungry longing feelings
I no longer feel like id id
i dont miss the "tent"
I dont miss making you smile
I dont miss you
I am far happier without you
knowing that you are not there
to hurt me
and maim me
with words laced with venom
you disgust me
you always have
but i was blinded by love
now i can see

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<FONT size="1">Give yourself over to absolute pleasure
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<FONT COLOR="orange">Jailbait©</FONT c>