Hold Me Closer, Tiny Dancer.

[MAC]

I'm a manly man.
I stand with my knees apart.
I eat sunflower seeds in the truck.
I smoke stinky cigars from communist islands.

But my little tiny daughter loves to sit on my lap on the riding lawnmower with her arms wrapped around me while I mow.
It would bring a tear to your eye.

No matter how shitty your life has been, someone at least once while you were little, gave you a hug that made you feel that closeness.
And then you got older and had an overwhelming desire to experience closeness with the opposite sex (hugging & kissing first then sex)someone in particular probably sticks out as the most thrilling.
Now the circle is turned and I am giving what I once got.

Please add to this thought. http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/smile.gif




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[King Bastard]

<FONT COLOR="Red">Just reading that made me well up, because i know of what you speak.

On of the the all to infrequent visits with my son, we had gotten a pair of palstic "Ninja" swords, adn I was running him thru the basics of kali stick fighting. He had no clue that's what it was, he thought we were just playing around. At the end of the day, he gave me this HUGE hug, and I felt so utterly complete for the first time in I cant even say how long.

Kids can be a pain, but they are also the biggest source of joy that can be known.</FONT c>

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[SexKitten]

i sometimes feel strange about hugging my dad because hes an emotional kind of guy and he would make a big deal out of it...so i usually refrain. but when i do hug him its the best feeling in the world. if it wasnt for my dad, i dont know where i'd be...probably on the streets, pregnant and on drugs... what you posted really did make me wanna cry. When my dad comes home from work tonite, im gonna hug him

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<FONT COLOR="blue">Meow</FONT c>

[PB]

A Child's love is irreplaceable, it can never be duplicated, and each child is different. How is it that a smile can fill our hearts with joy, and a tear can break it in half.. but we still have these sick twisted bastards that do horrible things to kids? I love my son more than life, and the thought if it pisses me off.... So what do you think about that. I don't get it especially when the person that does it to them is a parent as well/.

[Faceplant]

shit....i wish i could have it.

i dont know if you all know, but im sure ive told some people that my son is not with me because of asshole parents of the girl whom i had him with. her parents wont even let her take care of him, they want to do it themselfs, court is a crock of shit and i learned the hard way that breaking and entering with a tire iron in hand ready to bash in the face of her father to take my child...that didnt get far, especially because mini me was out with her mother and i just wound up fighting with her father for 20 minutes leading to my arrest an hour later and yet i still dont have him.

one day i want him, i love him, and i can understand this fatherly love that KB and Mac have with their children, but sometimes i can only cry and wonder where it can go from here, will i have another child? will i love he/she as much? what will be of young Hunter growing up without me? will i ever have him?

i also just want to say appreciate the time you have with your children and even other loved ones as for all our time is limited, hold each hug and smile special as for it can be the last.

[PB]

Damn Face.. that is messed up BIG TIME! Do you have no rights with him at all? How old is your son, and why do they think you do not deserve to be a father if you are wanting to. In a world full of deadbeat dads, what kind of place is it for grandparents to say that you can't see him? They are not his parents.. are you listed on the birth certificate? If so you can fight that, and you can not be kept from him. As for the mother, do you care for her? doesn't sound like it... get some chick to beat the hell out of her! That's what i would do atleast! My son's father doesn't try much at all... and even though my parents don't care for him, if he made more of an effort i would have no problem with him being around him at all. They can not keep that baby from you unless she signed over papers such as adoption papers, and even then you would have to sign them. As for the Tire Iron.. sometimes decisions made in anger and hatred seem like the best ones.. but now they have something to use against you.. believe me.. my son's father just spent a year in jail for fighting, if i wanted my lawyer says i can have him permanently banned from him... but then again.. i'm not a completely cold hearted Bitch!

[MAC]

FP,
You can keep your nose clean.
You can be respectable.
You can work hard.
You can pay your bills.
You can go to church.
You can sacrifice.
You can do all kinds of shit to play the game and one day sit in front of a judge and get, at least the rights to visit your son and have an active part in his life.

But when he's sitting in your house one day looking at you........
Were you just putting on an act to get what you wanted or were you being good because that's what you want him to be?

The only reward for doing the right thing is having done the right thing.



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[Faceplant]

mac..its what i want for him..i want to hold and love him and take care of him with the mother...but sadly i dont know if i can, and i envy you and the word that you spread on this page...it brings a tear to my eye, and i still fight to this day and i will fight every day for him, unless it interferes with his life, and if it is hurting him in the long run, i will have to stop and allow him to grow and learn without me, which i hate do to, which wont be.

thanks for letting my spew.

[halo]

well ive basically raised my baby cousin til she was three and anytime she hugs me i just want to kick her then pull her daddys scrotum up over her forehead for leaving herto me to take care of and wasting away my golden years. http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/frown.gif i guess im just bitter and he fact that i dont like kids anways kinda factors into it

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[Deadpool]

I dont get any kind of feeling when I hug someone. My parents where very traditional so, physical contact and all that lovey dovey stuff didnt fly with my family. Is there something wrong with me? Sometimes I feel like an emotionless drone. Granted it has some advantages but...

[MAC]

DP,
You don't feel anything openly unless you want to.
Maybe you don't need that feeling right now. I didn't get a real rise out of any type of open physical contact for a long time myself.
But one day you may find yourself in a position where it is all the relief you get. And you may relish it.

As for you halo,
Its tuff doing the right thing. Especially after you've already done it once
or twice
or three times.
But now its yours to do again and there must be a reason.
Feel free to hate the adults (I fuckin do) but don't be angry with the kids.


One day every kid realizes that every fucked up thing falls into two catagories
1)The shit your parents cause
2)The shit you cause

This is self awarness and maturity doesn't set in until the kid reealizes that they can chose not to cause their own problems.

After that point they progress to adulthood and can be counted among the good or the bad.



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