TokenCracker
01-30-2001, 05:55 AM
i have been without good sense of time for a good while now
have you ever woken up and felt like time disapeared while you were asleep? you strugle to know what time it is. big holidays can throw off a week and make each day feel like another until the weekend television sets you up for monday.
if you know lots of people and hang out a lot very often and do work type stuff thats worthwhile with some then you know that time can be a non issue. i get so into work all the time that when a morning rolls around and i have to go get a breakfast bisquit in my osd type fashion i do not ever think about it at the time about how i had not slept since i had the breakfast bisquit from the morning before, that i have not been not high or without weed since.
time is lame and it doesnt tell you to sleep, nightime tells you to sleep but that was only the best thing to do with your time at night back when you didnt have lots of lights and shit. some farmers plow at night because its cooler and they have lights, but they didnt use to and they had to do it in the bright hot sun and it was this lack of light that caused sleep at night. now theres all the light you need at night and tv has to tell you when to sleep, time to sleep is when nothing is on tv, but thats just suggeastion. when was the last time you looked at things like its not working in cycles and there is no patern and nothing will change because there is no place for that shit. lets say you were sitting at your computer for many hours, someone else is sitting at a computer nearby, on the thrist many hour that person go's away, you dont care where, you cannot predict, you dont think like "she went home for the day" they return 4 hours later and you dont care, and wouldnt care if they had returned after being gone 4 years.
this is starting to lose its point. i went to sleep at the wheel of my own damn thought, i am so fucked up i cant even hold the road as i drive it. the point was that people used to sleep at night because there was nothing else to be doing with that time, now that everything is lit and available at night tv will suggest 12:20am till the today show at 7am, jobs correspond with this way of using peoples energy to stay awake and i am glad i have shit to do all the fuckin time, if everything in your life since you were raised wasnt centered around this fucking stupid weakness of needing to sleep after 16 hours then maybe you could have more tolerance than me. my parents work lots now but back when i was just a little thug they was busy all hours of any day even sunday, my dad drove for this shady auto business, i remember the truck was a 350 with a non-uhaul but u-haul like but larger covered bed, 350 so it didnt have to stop at weight stations and the truck had an 80 gallon tank between the frame behing the cab, the truck could go like 600 miles without stopping for fuel and my dad drove a lot but not very often, my mom and him partisipated in 'key' parties and shit and my brothers friend told me once that she worked the corner on nights so she was out a lot
if you read all of that you kick ass! my fingers be sorer than after i fingerfuck a virgins asshole from typing
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See, I got this brown spot on my arm, you think its just a birthmark but its my real skin color, the rest of my skin is just a birthmark.
have you ever woken up and felt like time disapeared while you were asleep? you strugle to know what time it is. big holidays can throw off a week and make each day feel like another until the weekend television sets you up for monday.
if you know lots of people and hang out a lot very often and do work type stuff thats worthwhile with some then you know that time can be a non issue. i get so into work all the time that when a morning rolls around and i have to go get a breakfast bisquit in my osd type fashion i do not ever think about it at the time about how i had not slept since i had the breakfast bisquit from the morning before, that i have not been not high or without weed since.
time is lame and it doesnt tell you to sleep, nightime tells you to sleep but that was only the best thing to do with your time at night back when you didnt have lots of lights and shit. some farmers plow at night because its cooler and they have lights, but they didnt use to and they had to do it in the bright hot sun and it was this lack of light that caused sleep at night. now theres all the light you need at night and tv has to tell you when to sleep, time to sleep is when nothing is on tv, but thats just suggeastion. when was the last time you looked at things like its not working in cycles and there is no patern and nothing will change because there is no place for that shit. lets say you were sitting at your computer for many hours, someone else is sitting at a computer nearby, on the thrist many hour that person go's away, you dont care where, you cannot predict, you dont think like "she went home for the day" they return 4 hours later and you dont care, and wouldnt care if they had returned after being gone 4 years.
this is starting to lose its point. i went to sleep at the wheel of my own damn thought, i am so fucked up i cant even hold the road as i drive it. the point was that people used to sleep at night because there was nothing else to be doing with that time, now that everything is lit and available at night tv will suggest 12:20am till the today show at 7am, jobs correspond with this way of using peoples energy to stay awake and i am glad i have shit to do all the fuckin time, if everything in your life since you were raised wasnt centered around this fucking stupid weakness of needing to sleep after 16 hours then maybe you could have more tolerance than me. my parents work lots now but back when i was just a little thug they was busy all hours of any day even sunday, my dad drove for this shady auto business, i remember the truck was a 350 with a non-uhaul but u-haul like but larger covered bed, 350 so it didnt have to stop at weight stations and the truck had an 80 gallon tank between the frame behing the cab, the truck could go like 600 miles without stopping for fuel and my dad drove a lot but not very often, my mom and him partisipated in 'key' parties and shit and my brothers friend told me once that she worked the corner on nights so she was out a lot
if you read all of that you kick ass! my fingers be sorer than after i fingerfuck a virgins asshole from typing
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See, I got this brown spot on my arm, you think its just a birthmark but its my real skin color, the rest of my skin is just a birthmark.