My heart's d-day [Archive]

Kayla

08-23-2001, 04:20 PM

Ok someo f you may find this trivial and think i'm just being a silly teenager. But the boyfriend leaves for college today in about an hour. I wont see him till next weekend. I'm trying my hardest not to cry and i havent YET today. i'm probably just being paranoid but it seems like he isn't going to miss me as much as i'll miss him. http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/frown.gif

I'm probably just over reacting and things will probably turn out just fine. But i'm hurting now :|

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spent and sweatin with that look on your face like
sweet revelation
sweet surrender
thinking of you
thinking of you
sweet revelation
sweet surrendering

Smug Git

08-23-2001, 04:21 PM

<BLOCKQUOTE><HR>Originally posted by Kayla610:
Ok someo f you may find this trivial and think i'm just being a silly teenager. But the boyfriend leaves for college today in about an hour. I wont see him till next weekend. I'm trying my hardest not to cry and i havent YET today. i'm probably just being paranoid but it seems like he isn't going to miss me as much as i'll miss him. http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/frown.gif

I'm probably just over reacting and things will probably turn out just fine. But i'm hurting now :|

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Cheer up, Goatboy is nearby...

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If you find out what happened yesterday
While you were away in this land of Cain
We were upstairs in the bedroom, dancing, disgusting
And flushing our babies down the drain

Billyman

08-23-2001, 04:28 PM

You need to talk to Jojo.
I'll make sure she replies.

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Jojo

08-23-2001, 04:39 PM

Kayla I know 100% how you feel. I just left for college Tuesday. I cried on up until yesterday, so far today I haven't. It helps if you both can get on paltalk or yahoo or something to the nature so you can still talk at night w/o running up the phone bill. Billyman and myself did this last night and I know it made me feel extremely better. I even went to bed w/o crying for a change. As long as your still able to here their voice you'll be okay I think. Really consider this it helps.

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Kayla

08-23-2001, 04:41 PM

well luckily he has a cell phone w. a local area code...so i can call that and not get a charge. I'll also being visiting him every wednesday by train and see him every weekend when he comes home.

It will be ok...

thank you so much for your advice though http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/smile.gif

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spent and sighing with that look in your eye
spent and sweatin with that look on your face like
sweet revelation
sweet surrender
thinking of you
thinking of you
sweet revelation
sweet surrendering

Koliedrus

08-23-2001, 04:44 PM

You aren't overreacting, Kayla. I remember this day clearly.

I won't lie to you. You're about to go through some difficult experiences.

Grab hold to us and hang on. We'll try to get you through the hard parts.

Deal?

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Kayla

08-23-2001, 04:48 PM

deal http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/smile.gif

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spent and sighing with that look in your eye
spent and sweatin with that look on your face like
sweet revelation
sweet surrender
thinking of you
thinking of you
sweet revelation
sweet surrendering

Speach w/o Thinking

08-23-2001, 05:22 PM

Kayla, i got something big and hard for you that I know could cheer you up right about now....

A chocolate bar

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MAC

08-23-2001, 05:37 PM

SW/OT I haven't a clue what to think.

But so far I'm laughing at you...
or is it with you...
...it could change tho.

Relax Kayla, this is the part of the boat ride where you can't see either shore and you have to trust your compass.

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disturbed

08-23-2001, 05:51 PM

If it is meant to last then it will. You just both need to get webcams so you can have some fun. http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/biggrin.gif

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Victims.. Aren't we all?

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Cruise Director

08-23-2001, 06:42 PM

<BLOCKQUOTE><HR>Originally posted by disturbed:
If it is meant to last then it will. You just both need to get webcams so you can have some fun. http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/biggrin.gif

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Just be careful about addressing the web-cam e-mail. Disturbed mislabeld last time. I think I've got the film archived somewhere. I'll never look at a whiffle-ball bat the same again. http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/biggrin.gif http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/biggrin.gif http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/biggrin.gif http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/biggrin.gif

As for YOU, fine Kayla..... What they said. Just hold on tight. The raft we seem to be floating on in here has withstood some pretty tumultuous storms; I'm sure we can get through this one.

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Some of it's magic..
Some of it's tragic..
But I've had a good life all the way.

Kayla

08-23-2001, 06:49 PM

<BLOCKQUOTE><HR>Originally posted by disturbed:
If it is meant to last then it will. You just both need to get webcams so you can have some fun. http://www.thehypertribe.net/ubb/biggrin.gif

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w00t!

thank you all for your kind words..ive decided that im just going to deal...i might be a lil upset but im going to be 100x happier when i see him from now on. things will just be better. We've been down each others throats lately (perverts). ive seen him every single day since June 21. The time apart will make the time together sweeter.

you guys are great...

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spent and sighing with that look in your eye
spent and sweatin with that look on your face like
sweet revelation
sweet surrender
thinking of you
thinking of you
sweet revelation
sweet surrendering