mystery

[mute]

I know it's easy to trust her. But it's also easy not to. The same goes for her trust in me.

:stickpoke

[Mae]

What does your tummy say?

(Other than "feed me")

[Cruise Director]

Trust is something that is mostly given blindly but must be earned to keep.

[mute]

I TRIED WRITING A RESPONSE BUT THE ONLY THING I CAN REALLY TELL YOU IS I'M SICK OF HAVING THIS PESTERING THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD. NO MATTER HOW GOOD IT IS, THERE IS ALWAYS THIS THOUGHT KNOKCING IN MY HEAD AND IT'S THINKING UP BAD THINGS. AND I JUST WANT IT TO STOP BUT I CAN'T AND IT MAKES ME FEEL ILL SOMETIMES. AND THERE'S ALSO NO REASON TO BE THINKING THESE THINGS BUT IT WON'T STOP.

AND FINALLY I PUT IT HERE BECAUSE MY GIRLFRIEND IS GETTING SICK OF HEARING MY STUPID THOUGHTS BECAUSE I HAVE NO REAL REASON TO THINK THESE THINGS AND I NEED SOMEWHERE TO YELL IT ALL OUT.

[mute]

You people single-handedly read my life and watch me lose my virginity. It's pretty fucking embarassing if you ask me. And now I have a great girlfriend... and we read about such brutal true stories and it makes me feel pained inside. It hurts, it makes me hate.

Sounds pretty fucking gay. :)